Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

Name: WangBei
Nicknames: Beibei
Birthday: 30th December 1985
School: Singapore Poly
Horoscope: Capricorn
Living In: Harbourfront

♥ DESIRES

Be a teacher
Become taller and slimmer
Get good results for exams

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♥ FRIENDS

lizhen
ShuHui
SiHui
Annabel
Alicia
JunHao
Meisy
Perrine
Ivan
Jia ying
Priscilla
Cynthia
Joanna
Joycelin
Zhang yan
Hui Ran
Modi
Zhang Zhan
Bei Yi
Li Fang
Jia Ying
An Qi

ARCHIVES;

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Sunday, July 20, 2008
12:27 PM

Ytd went to watch Red Cliff with Meiting , Lizhen and Guosi at Cenileisure,it was quite nice, looking forward to watch part 2. Meet up with jiawei around 4pm to play arcade.








see the Garfield so cute















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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
11:13 AM

人是多么的深不可测啊, 无时无刻不在变化着。
其实你也不知道他到底在想什么?
就好象这个世界,人们总在抱怨现在的世道不好,总想将其改变,让它完全掌握在自己的手中。
与其让这世界为你改变, 不如先改变自己。
当自己改变后,眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
心若改变,态度就会改变;态度改变,习惯就改变;习惯改变,人生就会改变。

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Saturday, May 31, 2008
3:34 PM

Hi , people, i am still here , actually, nth to write, just finished the term test, let me just blog some old photos..

















































































































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Monday, March 3, 2008
8:22 PM

Working as boring as before, but thanks to Mrs Goh that arrange such nice parnter with me,Meisy. Today she made muffin for me, it taste really nice, thank u...:) I am still waitting for my Banana Cake, Meisy ok? haha

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
8:04 PM

This is the third week of ITP. For the past 2 weeks, i have been doing filing, printing,called for quotations, and so on....sometimes i felt quite boring, but luckily i have a good partner with me during ITP-Meisy, she is very funny, likes to laugh alot...so we had a lot of funs during working time, then i think the whole office staffs think that maybe we two are crazy, because we used to laugh very loudly and non stop. But nvm, as long as we are happy...hahaha...

Another 6 weeks of ITP, hope i will enjoy it..

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
1:04 PM

Yeah, last paper on friday, then exam is over. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Yesterday went to Bugis street with ah wei and lizhen, we brought some clothes, most of them are baby dress, hehe, coz we looks great in that. o i also brought one necklace to match my red colour top..hehe, it looks really beautiful..

To my surprise
Lizhen likes to eat Rubbish instead of food. Why i said that? Yesterday when we reached bugis , i ask ah wei and lizhen, see what they want to eat, then lizhen say:" i dont want to eat anything, i want to eat those rubbish.”wahahhahaha, she likes to eat rubbish.. First time in my life i heard people like to eat rubbish..
To all lizhen's friends: next time when u are going out with lizhen, dont treat her or ask her to eat anything, because she does not need, she only needs you to go and find some rubbish in the rubbish bin for her to eat, she will be very happy and satisfy.

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Friday, January 11, 2008
2:31 PM

Today is the last day of school, next following weeks are exam week until 1st of Feb. We had GEMS test just now, 20 MCQ , i took 5 mins to finish , another 5 mins looking around people, then passed up.. Why i finished so fast ?haha.. its because i didnt study at all, i didnt even buy the book, so how to study? Nvm, i think can pass lol.

Anyway, study hard for my test. All the best to all!!!!

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008
2:45 PM

时间过得真快呀,转眼间我们迎来了2008 年。在过去的1年里发生了很多事,有感动,有泪水, 也有欢笑;有付出也有回报。让我们把过去的不愉快通通都忘掉,用全新的面貌来度过新的一年。

祝大家在新的一年里,快快乐乐幸幸福福的过好每一天。

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Friday, December 21, 2007
5:30 PM

Maybe today is our last day of work at Joshua Research Consultant . Hope next week they will call us to go to work again. Hehe... Btw we thought today he didnt go to work, but finally he was there, haha.. Dont act shu nu when you see him ok? zhen...hahaha....

Hope to see you next week .

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
8:32 AM

I am happy to go to work everday, the people there are very friendly and helpful.. After the whole day of working , i felt very tired, but like what sexy lee Amok said, got money to earn , then need to cover back all transportation fees or other expenses ,so no matter how hard, we must continue.. Yes, we will...hehe..

To : 小莫Honey
He is really nice and..... haha...u know what i mean right?
I wont fight with u la...wahahaha..

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Saturday, December 8, 2007
11:07 AM





























































































































































Our BBQ outing at Pasir Ris..


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Saturday, December 1, 2007
12:49 PM

Recently i am very happy, because got alot of things to do, especially next week. haha.. then we are organising BBQ on next fridayat Pasir ris. At first I planned to take Mr Tan's car to go there with wei and Mrs Goh, but due to some reasons, we need to change our plan, so i will be going with zhen, ting, and wei at around 3pm to prepare the food first, then wait for the rest of them to come.. Hope everything will be fine. :)


You are my best friend, i will never forget about you.. I will always remember what you have told me.. You are always there for me no matter what happens.. Thank you.

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Sunday, November 25, 2007
4:29 PM

When you are not here, i always thinking about you.
But when you are really here, i dont dare to talk to you , i dont know why..
I always recalled the happiness when were together.
Untill now, i still believed that you .........
Maybe we need more time to understand each other.
I want to tell you,
I wont forget you, no matter what happens..

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Saturday, November 17, 2007
3:57 PM

I am really very disappointed, hope it was not true. After seeing so many things , i really treasur what i have now.

希望时间可以证明一切。

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Monday, October 22, 2007
7:15 PM

SAD SAD ...I really dont know why ...Who can tell me the reason?

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Saturday, October 20, 2007
4:00 PM

对的时间遇到对的人,是一生幸福。
错的时间遇见对的人,是一段心伤。
错的时间遇见错的人,是一种荒唐。
错的时间遇见对的人,是一声叹息。

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Friday, October 19, 2007
3:50 PM

I will having my GEMS presentation next Friday. It's like a role-play, then i need to act as a depressed person, but i don't know how to act , because i am not depressed ..haha.. btw the teacher looks a bit like my sec school friend-Pris... so every Friday , when i see the teacher, i will think about her..haha..

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Saturday, October 13, 2007
8:31 PM


Perrine and me at vivo.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007
1:44 PM

一个浪漫的感人故事

有一对认识很久的男女,他们彼此爱慕,却从不明说。
后来男孩要出国留学,临行前他鼓起勇气和女孩说:“你有没有什么话要告诉我?”
女孩说:“我要说的,就是您。”
“您?”男孩惊奇的问。
“恩”女孩什么也没说,点了点头。
男孩始终惊奇的看着女孩,但女孩说来说去还是那句话“我要说的,就是您。”
男孩戴着女孩的疑问,出了国。
男孩出国后,他们经常用e—mail来联络,但女孩每次都会在信件的结尾署名为“您” 男孩始终不能明白为什么女孩总是要在信件的最后署名为“您”,男孩也多次的问女孩这到底是什么意思,但是女孩却每次都不从回答。
日子久了,两个人的通信频率也就越来越少,最后男孩决定在异国娶妻,并打算定居,不回来了。
男孩把这个决定告诉了女孩,但是女孩什么也没说,还是那句“我要说的,就是您。”
就这样,男孩完全的断绝了和女孩的联系,有一天,男孩把女孩的mail打印出来,打算拿在手上看。他把纸折了两次,如果摊开来看,由上到下就是四个小长方形。结果他看到。。。。。。
结果男孩突然的发现,在女孩署名的“您”中间,刚好有一条折痕,将“您”分成你和心。于是男孩终于明白了“您”的意思。
男孩看着打印出来的女孩的信件,留下了眼泪,男孩拿起笔,在女孩每封信件的结尾署名的后面,写下了一行字——“你在我心上!!”

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Sunday, September 23, 2007
3:22 PM


我回家拍的照片
我和姐姐

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Saturday, September 15, 2007
10:04 AM

Finally i can write my blog again..

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Saturday, August 25, 2007
7:15 AM

Yeah, finally exam was over, and holiday is here. Ytd went to k-box with ting, wei, zhen and alan and at nigt we went to Clarke Quay, the night scenery was really nice , we took alot of photo, think will update by zhen...
Today is my last day in Singapore, dont miss me people, I will be back soon..hehe, bwt will bring souvenir for your all .
Sorry to those people who i promised to meet today, but i cant make it, so will meet your all when I am back..
DONT MISS ME hor..haha
Byebye!!!

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Saturday, August 11, 2007
12:40 PM

Yesterday night went to watched movie" Secret" with wen and qi, it was so touching, i saw many people cried. It is a nice show anyway.. "小雨"is a lucky girl to have such bf who loves her so much. "I love you. Do you love me?" How i wish to have such boyfriend in real life, but i think it is impossible..
Anyway, left with last 3 modules , going to study tmr, today still want to relax a bit..haha..

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Monday, July 30, 2007
1:00 PM

How I wish
All my dreams will come true one day.
That's what i want , really..

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Friday, July 20, 2007
3:48 PM

Today during CRS lesson, we went to the library to watch the video . It was about a 13 years old girl being prostitute for a few years already. It was quite sad to see that, 13 years old girl should be receiving education from the school, or playing around with their friend,but instead of that, she went out to work in order to earn more income for the family.. Actually she also did not want to do such job, but she had so many siblings at home waiting for the money to survive, so she had no choice, but to do so..
Nowadays , youngsters are very fortunate , their parents gave them whatever they want.

So we must treasure whatever parents had gaven us, grab any chances that waiting for you, and the god had also created such a beautiful world for us to discover. Let's dont waste any time and do something really meaningful.

不要等到失去了,才来后悔,那一切都太迟了。

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Monday, July 16, 2007
2:04 PM

Everyone deserve to love and to be loved, the decision is yours, go with your heart.
It's depends on how strong and faithful each of us is..

When you love someone,
you dont mind how he looks like,
how bad is he,
because in your eyes, he is the best.

When you love someone,
you want to give him the best,
the best thing is when he loves you back like how you love him.

When you love someone,
he is always the first thing on your mind when you go to sleep,
he is always the first thing on your mind when you wake up.

Would you always love and to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you always be the one to take my breathe away?

Would you always by my side when I need you?

Would you....

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2:04 PM

Everyone deserve to love and to be loved, the decision is yours, go with your heart.
It's depends on how strong and faithful each of us is..
When you love someone,
you dont mind how he looks like,
how bad is he,
because in your eyes, he is the best.
When you love someone,
you want to give him the best,
the best thing is when he loves you back like how you love him.
When you love someone,
he is always the first thing on your mind when you go to sleep,
he is always the first thing on your mind when you wake up.

Would you always love and to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you always be the one to take my breathe away?
Would you always by my side when I need you?
Would you....

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Friday, July 13, 2007
3:24 PM

Just now went to business school library to discussed about the gems project. Then went to meet lizz they all at around 2pm, yet we decided that not going for the CT lesson which is untill 5pm.. I think only a few people or maybe nobody is going , this is the second time that we whole class didnt attend the lesson since last term..haha.. the teacher might quite disappointed ... anyway, that day went out with ting, lizz and alan, we brought the same shirt , but with different colours.. so we are going to wear it next monday..heh


You will never know unless you lost something precious..

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
4:21 PM

Finally I had the answer, actually what you have told me was what i want to hear...so i am very happy now.

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
3:32 PM

Finally i am here..someone thought i was missing ..haha... anyway school had started almost 2 weeks already, got alot of projects to do. today was my last day of SA , from next week onwards , i no need to go already..haha..so happy...

It is a nice feeling when you know that someone likes you, someone thinks about you...

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Monday, June 25, 2007
6:22 AM

Do you still L-O-V-E me?

Yes. I do.
OR
No. I dont.

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Sunday, June 10, 2007
10:13 AM

Yeah. finally holiday is here...but only 2 weeks, nvm still can enjoy..haha..
Ytd jiaying came to my house for gym, and steam, then after that she went to meet wanyuan at vivo. actually perrine surposed to come to my house ytd also, but she msg me said not feeling well, then we will meet next week... :)
Frankly speaking , sometimes i feel that stay at home is such a boring thing, nothing to do, the only thing can kill my time is to watch tv.. i think i should invite some friends come to my house..hahaha...
i want to go shopping Li zhenxi, Li moping, after u come back we go ok? haha..i want to buy earring and shoes...

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Sunday, May 20, 2007
9:19 AM


给你生活的忠告:
1 多吃些粗粮.
2 给别人比他们自己期许的更多,并且用心去做熟记你喜欢的诗歌不要轻信你听到的每件事,
3 不要花光你的所有,
4 不要想睡多久就睡多久。
5 无论何时说“我爱你”,请真心实意。
6 无论何时说“对不起”,请看着对方的眼睛。
7 相信一见钟情。永远不要忽视别人的梦想。
8 深情热烈地爱,也许你会受伤,但这是使人生完整的唯一方法。
9 用一种明确的方法解决争议,不要冒犯。永远不要以貌取人。
10 慢慢地说,但要迅速地想。当别人问你不想回答的问题时,笑着说“你为什么想知道?”记住那些敢于承担最大风险的人才能得到最深的爱和最大的成就。
11 给妈妈打电话。如果不行,至少在心里想着她。当别人打喷嚏时,说一声“妈妈保佑”。如果你失败了,千万不要忘记汲取教训。记住三个“尊”:尊重你自己;尊重别人;保持尊严,对自己的行为负责。
12 不要让小小的争端损毁了一段伟大的友谊。无论何时你发现自己做错了,竭尽所能去弥补。动作要快!
13 无论什么时候打电话,摘起话筒的时候请微笑,因为对方能感觉到!
14 找一个你爱聊的人结婚,因为当年龄大了以后,你会发觉喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点。找点时间,单独呆会儿。欣然接收改变,但是不要摒弃你的个人理念。记住,沉默是金。多看点书,少看点电视。过一种高尚而诚实的生活。当你年老时回想起过去,你就能再一次享受人生。相信自己,但是别忘了锁门。家庭的融洽氛围是难能可贵的。尽你的全力让家平顺和谐。
15 当你和你亲近的人吵嘴的时候,试着就事论事,不要扯出那些陈芝麻,烂谷子的事。不要摆脱不了昨天。多注意言下之意。
16 和别人分享你的知识,那才是永恒之道!
17 善待我们的地球。不要愚弄自然母亲。
18 忙自己该做的事。
19 不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣。
20 每年至少去一个你从没去过的地方。如果你赚了很多钱,在活着的时候多行善事。这是你能得到的最好回报。记住有时候,不是最好的收获也是一种好运。
深刻理解所有的规则,合理地更新他们。
21 记住:最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。回头看看你发誓取得的目标,然后评判你到底有多成功。无论是烹调还是爱情,都用百分之百的负责态度对待,但是不要期求太多的回报。

朋友之间不应以冷眼相待,

应以一颗温暖的心,

以一份浓浓的友情 ,

以一种发自内心的关怀,

给予身边的每一个人.

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Saturday, May 19, 2007
12:54 PM

it has been a long time since my last entry..these few days were busy with my work and project.
next week is e-learning week, no need to go to school, but still need to do online homework . anyway term test is around the corner, i think i need to work hard for it..

因为陌生,所以勇敢
因为距离,所以美丽

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007
8:41 PM

Why do humans lie ? coz this is their natural instincts ? You can lie to your friend, but you cant lie to yourself. No one is perfect in this world. When someone regrets, it's the time when he realises he's at fault. If you know you will regret, then why are you still doing that in the first place ? Humans are very hard to understand sometimes.

I will accept it if you ask me again..
It's all too late ? Can it be change? Yes, if you never change your mind..

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007
8:59 PM

finally dragged my feet back home, so tired. these few days were very hot, i am going to melt soon, i need ice..haha.. anyway tmr i will have my SA class at T2126 which is located at business school, what a long distance i need to walk from T7 to T21..omg... but nvm treat it as exercise.

my eyes are very pain, going to sleep now..
good night everyone...

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Thursday, May 3, 2007
7:55 AM

ytd after school went to watch Spiderman 3 with lizz, shuhui , meiting, and alan at Cathay.. the show was nice, but dont know why lizz said she was fall asleep half way lol, it was a nice show, how can she fall asleep? ai...hahaha..o ya, before the show we went to PS to have our lunch , then me and shuhui went to pierce ear hole..haha..finally i did it since i said that two months ago lol..

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Sunday, April 29, 2007
1:16 PM

things have already happened, cant change much. so dont care who are they..just ignore and forget about it, no matter what happen, life still must go on..i dont want any innocent people get scolding because of me.. so let us stop it.. be happy always..

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
9:27 PM

today's lecture was quite ok . after school , me , lizhen, meiting, shuhui and alan went to the library to print the gems notes , but the printer was so slow, we were waitting for a long time but still couldnt print out , it was already 3pm plus i think ,then we all very hungry , so we decided to go Vivo to eat LongJohnSilver. by the time we reached vivo , it was abt 4pm plus, then we went to order la, meiting was the fastest one to order , when we were still thinking what surpose to eat, meiting have already brought the food and started to eat le.. can see how hungry she is ..haha.. then when we were abt to finish eatting, alan asked us whether we still want to order anot , then we said dont want already, but he was like still want to order something lol, then lizhen said he got "zhuo zi kong kong kong ju zheng" hahaha , we joking around lol..so funny. then meiting said the Longjohnsilver translate to chinese is " chang yue han yin" , hahaha, but no boday laugh lol, only she laugh herself , no wonder she likes to tell "cold jokes" lol, hahaha..after eatting we walked around and shop abit la, we went to the shop called" toys"R" us", we saw many cute toys inside lol..we also went to the vivo market ,coz Genie wanted to buy sth, then i saw the "Pantene hair fall control" shampoo, i said i used that before, then alan keep on laughing at me lol, said what i hair fall , drop on to the floor then said my hair was fake one lol...he said 10 yrs ago, he used to be long hair but now due to hair fall , left a little hair only..haha..so funny lol.. hmm around 615pm we went back home coz so tired..

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Saturday, April 21, 2007
7:55 AM

Ytd had my GEMS:" Cross Cultural Communication: Accents and Slang". At first , i thought the lecture was boring , but when i went to the class, it was totally different from what i am thinking previously, the lecture was fun, the teacher was very cute and the ppl there were so friendly. then the 22 class zhi xiang was same class as me also, so coincident lol .. i got to know many new friends ,one girl called Liu Lian, she is very pretty lol, come from china also...then still got Lydia, a year 3 studnet, she is very friendly, then Bryon and ... maybe i couldnt rmb their name clearly, but i can rmb their face..haha...

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
9:00 PM

havent been blogging for a long time.. school just started, year 2 already, must study hard, i found out that the modules are difficult compared to last year , then sometimes i didnt really understand what did the teacher talking abt lol..haha...somemore some lectures were so boring , make me fall asleep lol..haha... btw the AC&FIN lecturer is very funny leh. she gave us a new nickname lol... our class got "realy beauty", "kingshell" haha... of course "kingshell" is me lol..."realbeauty" is lizhen, she said like that rmb is more easier... means direct translate from chinese to english ...haha..but i think the name is nice lol...

tmr's lesson start from 10am so can sleep more ..haha...

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Sunday, April 8, 2007
11:28 AM

I won't blame you for bluffing me
Angel should cover up their wings in the mortal world
Humans are slow to think and harsh whereas you are kind hearted
How can I let you get hurt just because of me?
no one can take you away from my side
you're my personal angel
that belongs to only me
no one can replace you in my heart
having a personal angel
what kind of other wishes i can have?
If it wasn't you that appear
i would have been still asleep
I thought that life revolves only around the night

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Saturday, April 7, 2007
3:42 PM

wah...so tired...this morning around 11am went to Orchard with someone,that "someone " dont want me to reveal the name , i think that "someone" shy lol..haha.. we went to many shops, but yet it was "window shopping" didnt buy anything...then actually we want to go Vivo , but "someone" want to go back home, both of us very tired already,(that "someone"holding my hands walked very fast like running lol, that's why we were so tired), so we said maybe next week then go lol..
btw on the way back we saw sec school friends , they didnt change much still look like the same ..haha... anyway i stop here first, now go downstairs to do exercise:" swimming" ,then go to steam with anqi, haha....(hope can loose weight) hehe...

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Thursday, April 5, 2007
8:39 AM

i think the attitude ur towards me has been changed, the way ur are talking , the way ur act is totally different from last time, like dont care about me already. i dont know why? i am sad, disappointed, confused. OR maybe i am thinking too much or i am so sensitive ? but i think ur wont do that to me right? i am not sure, let's wait and see......

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007
6:18 PM

人人都需要朋友, 没有人什么都完全靠自己.知音就意味着有共同的兴趣爱好,志趣相投,相互理解.彼此相识相知直至相熟是靠着对对方的信任和欣赏, 而不是他的财富和地位.
朋友不是等来的, 而是需要培养的,许多人抱怨自己没有好朋友,不是因为他们运气不好,而是因为他们只想着别人为自己做些什么,没有想过自己为别人做什么. 请记住: 要想别人怎么对你, 就怎样去对待别人.
如果能做到这样, 那你的身边就一定会有很多的朋友, 也一定能得到很多朋友的信任和喜爱.

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
10:56 AM

当我看到你的简讯的时候, 你已经搭上了飞机.
其实你并没有伤害到我, 反而是我觉得内疚, 我知道一直以来你对我都很好, 可是我需要时间去调整心态, 希望你会了解. 不管结果如何, 我都感谢你曾经带给我的快乐.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
10:26 AM

ytd was our class's chalet, but too bad , i didnt go, coz i was working till 10pm lol...what a pity! i heard from honey that almost the whole class attended it, except a few ppl(include me)...
especially i miss alan's birthday celebration lol.., but nvm , i will make another one for him soon...haha... so honey rmb next time bring him alone okok...haha... i miss you all so much , especially my honey... " honey! miss u " did u hear that? haha.... i am wondering what did u doing at chalet , sure very fun and special lol, coz this was the first chalet organised for the whole class... actually the chalet is 3 days , from 26-28 of March, but honey said maybe they all going back le, seldome ppl stay till 28 lol... hmm..since i miss this chalet, i promise i will never miss the next one...hehe...
btw i think from next month onwards , i will be free, so i have more time going out already..did u hear that? do u get what i mean ? haha ...

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Friday, March 9, 2007
8:23 AM

ytd was a busy day, our office was moving form Bugis to Redhill, then we need to pack all the stuff, tired, but quite good , around 6pm we almost done already. after that went to Vivo meet honey and alan, so happy to see them..:) they dressed very nice and handsome lol..we went to LongJohn to hav drink, honey brought me a pink colour notebook , so cute and nice , thanks to honey.hehe..then that alan jealous lol, haha..coz honey didnt buy for him..haha.. while we were drinking half way, i dont know y i accidentally threw the drink away, all the ice dropped on to the floor, then everybody looking at me, so embarrassed .. honey and alan also keep on laughing at me, then we faster walked away.. anyway we took many photo at vivo also,will post it soon. around 9pm i accompanied them to the bustop, went back home..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 6, 2007
6:22 PM

today after working went to Daiso for job interview at Vivo. but too bad, they want full time instead of part time staff, minimum 3 months, but i can only work about 1 month, so they said before they teach me anything, i am going to leave already, so there is a wasting of time . i think just forget abt it .

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪自己落下
才发现骗不了自己

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Saturday, February 24, 2007
4:16 PM

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Friday, February 23, 2007
9:39 PM

today after working went to meet priscilla at NL, we took bus to Vivocity. it has been one year already since i last time saw her when we took the O level results. she didnt change much lol, become pretty lol.haha..then she said she never been to vivo before lol, today is the first time, haha, quite strange when i heared that she didnt went to vivo before, but i think she is busy with her studies bah..ha ..then when we reached vivo, lizhen called me said that she was at harbourfront with alan, then she asked me where i am, i said i at vivo with my friend, i was like very happy lol..hhaa.then went to meet them at food junction with priscilla. we sat down and eat our dinner, alan started to ask me that whether i hav bf anot..haha..i said dont hav la.. he thought i hav already, then i told him,if i hav , i will tell him one..haha..after dinner we walked abit , pri said she was tired and want to go back home , so i sent her to mrt lol..
so only me , honey and alan, we took a short walk just outside the vivo there, i can said that there was really a romantic place to go lol, the night sceanary is really very nice..we saw many couples there..haa..then dont know why that alan suddently called me:" mum" , i was like so paiseh lol, so many ppl passed by then he said till so lould, lizhen also..then ppl looking at me lol..
we sat down then i talked my xin shi to honey , i told her what i am thinking now about...., then i think what did she say is correct lol.. just dont think too much...
around 830pm, lizhen wanted to go hm, so we walked to the bus stop (just outside my house), i accompany honey and alan to wait the bus, we waited almost more than half an hour lol, the bus driver not good leh, we are going to wave then the bus just drive away lol..so we waited for another one , finally the bus 61 coming, lizhen and alan boarded the bus, then i went back hm around 930pm.

If the person is going to leave u for a long time, u dont get to see what does the person doing over the other side right? so can u trust that person?

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9:41 AM

ytd had our lunch at a restaurant which located at chinatown area. i drink a bit red wine , actually i dont dare to drink to much coz i had a bad experience lol . last time i also drink then dont know why my face became so red , very scary and ugly lol, but that time was at night ,so red face no body can see clearly lol, but this time cant . at first i didnt want to finish all the red wine , but everyone asked me to drink , they said nvm la , just drink , so i drink lol, no choice. then i did drink alot of water and tea at the same time, in order to cool myself down.luckily this time my face didnt turn into red..haha..otherwise so paiseh lol..going to watch movie with a red face..haha.. around 2pm when we finished the lunch , i went to meet si bo to watch movie" Ghost Rider" , it's a nice show, btw thanks for treating me .hehe.. after movie i took the bus went to mrs zhao's house to eat dumplings, is very nice. i help to make one hor..haha. i went back home around 930pm plus .

actually quite a meaningful day , enjoy it...

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
2:33 PM

sometimes people can't be so naive, you will be cheated easily.
sometimes people can't be soft-hearted, you will be bully by others easily.
if someone treat you well, it doesn't mean anything.
if someone say something to you, don't take it seriously, don't get misunderstanding , and don't think too much about it, just listen. it means nothing.

时间过了,爱情淡了,相爱的人也就散了.
若是缘尽了也硬要牵扯, 原本的美好就会变成束缚,变成你我都困在其中的牢笼.

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Monday, February 19, 2007
9:59 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.

actually today i am surpose to go honey's house with them, but due to some changes, i cant make it. so sad.. hope u all enjoy it..rmb to take photos hor, but pity, dont hav my face there , haha...btw i really wondering what they are going to wear and how they looks like lol. honey's short skirt, masterbedroom alan's shirt and jeans , and bell, shuhui, sihui. i think it must be very pretty and handsome.. :)

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Saturday, February 17, 2007
3:51 PM

ytd after working , went to meet honey and alan at vivo, we ate at Food Republic, me and alan orderd a lot of things lol.. then at the end almost couldn't finish , then alan said very lang fei leh.. honey only eat a bit lol, then i think i eat alot till want to vomit lol..haha.. while we are eatting, honey mada a very funny guesture lol, then alan try to impersonate her ,i laugh till my stomache leh..
o ya , we met Mr Ong and his two cute daughters and wife at vivo also.. then alan asked about our law marks , he said dont worry , just enjoy our CNY .. maybe he gave us hint that we all do very well ?
dont know what happen to alan lol, keep on impersonate what i am talking lol...i think he is crazy lol. then he also teach me a new word which i didnt hear that before lol, but cant say here la hor Mr masterbedroom Alan .hahaha... after that , around 930pm plus, we went back home ..

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
8:48 AM

ytd was a special day, we celebrated lizhen's birthday at shuihui's house..but we had our sports day at my house in the early monring, lizhen, shu hui and alan reached my house around 930am, then we went to play basketball, we separated into two groups, me and honey, alan and shu hui, that shuhui(xiao ke ai) really play very well lol...i thought she didnt know how to play at first, then i realised that she can aim very accurately lol... even though her height not that tall, yet she can play very well...pei fu..haha..then my group very funny leh...me and lizhen couldnt play well, always couldnt get the ball lol, then somemore that alan very tall lol, so in the end we loose lol.. 11 VS 3 haha... then we stopped le because the weather was so hot , then i didnt want to become darker and darker lol... we took a short break then shuihui and alan went to play tennis , me and honey went gym to walk on the treadmill for 35mins(instread of run) haha. aft 35mins we went to look for shu and alan,then around 1pm annabel was coming . we started to paln honey's bd, while shuhui and annabel pretented that they are going back ,like no one wants to cele lizhen's bd..and very fast , shuihui took out a cake brought from Breadtalk and told lizhen that was her bd cake ,can see that lizhen was shocked ..haha.after they left, me , lizhen and alan went to harbour food junction to had our lunch.. then aft our lunch, we took a short walk at harbour, then i saw this" sales assistance needed, chinese perfered" i walked in with lizhen to asked abt it, then the girl said she dont want non-singaporean, and they want full time instead of part time, disappointed , we walked out. at the mean time shuihui msg me said that she booked a hotel to cele lizhen bd ..i was shocked at first , coz she said hotel ma , then i replay said okok..
we then went to bugis , alan finally brought his shirt after so many weeks ...hmm...very nice , he looks handsome..haha...then we went to looked for sihui at MUJI.. around 430pm i think , me, honey and alan went to bugis junction basement to had a drink and sushi... while we are eatting shuhui called alan said that we changed plan already, then alan went to meet shuihui at bugis mrt ,while me and liahen continue to shop at bugis, but lizhen felt very tired , no choice we must da fa shi jian..haha..we went to see bags and shoes.. around 7pm , sihui called lizhen and come to meet us, alan also ...we went to buy some food ..then alan told me that we are goint to shuhui's house to cele, actually lizhen didnt know what we are going to do or where are we going..so we just walked lol...then when we reached shuhui's house , sihui covered lizhen's eyes and slowly walked to the place..we made a lighter word" LIZHEN" then we took out the bd cake . sing the song , took the photo, we started to eat the cake..wah..the cake was sooo nice lol...hehe...o ya..that blur bel took lizhen's bd present home..so she didnt get to see what is that...pity...ha..
quite fun actually...haha..but meiting , annabel , and xiaohao was not there, so not perfect 9 already..ha..
o ya..forgot to say something, i got stepped by someone 14 times on my shoes lol, while we are walking started from the time we are walking out from my house till the end of the day..lol..
but nvm la..never fell down..haha...

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Friday, February 9, 2007
5:05 PM

haha..finally i am here to blog..
today surposed to meet jiaying 11am at Outram park mrt.. i reached there about 11am plus. then i msg jy and told her i was there already and waiting for her.then she didnt reply me ,so i thought she will be reaching soon..then i continue to wait ,then who knows that after half an hour ,she still not there , then msg her again , she said on the train already. so keep on waiting ... at the mean time i was so bored , then msg honey ..haha..then it was almost 12pm already ,then she called me said she reached already. i was waiting for almost one hour lol... then she keeping on said "sorry" to me...i said nvm la..i told her next time if she said meet me 11am then i will be reach at 12 pm .haha...we all laughed ...
Then after that we went to Queenstown shopping center. Jy wanted to buy clothes , but dint find any nice one ..after that we went to Vivo to shop , again she still didnt find anything she likes lol... it was about 4pm , we went to Mac and brought two cone ice-cream ...haha.. it was so nice...
we were full already , like wanted to vomit lol..then we walked for a while ...around 5;30 pm we went back home...wah..so tired...

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Thursday, February 8, 2007
12:28 PM

lizzie's here !

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